A Tiny Bit More Than Yesterday

Hello, dear readers.


I missed posting yesterday. I was in one of those moods where you just cannot quite get yourself to do anything, not because you are too busy, but because you simply do not have the motivation. So I let myself have the day. I curled up on the couch and watched Pulse on Netflix, and did not move much beyond that.


Today, I did a tiny bit more. I went to the store, which felt like an accomplishment, honestly. And I unfortunately went ahead and created that Bumble account I was hesitant about. I looked at a few profiles, but no one really stood out to me. Except for one guy, with whom I responded but have yet to receive a message back. Typical dating app fashion. 


Additionally, I am a bit concerned about my kidneys. I have had this weird on-and-off pain that is making me paranoid about a possible kidney stone. I am probably spiraling for no reason (hello anxiety), but I have also had four kidney stones in the past. So as soon as I get back pain, my mind immediately goes to a kidney stone. I am trying to remind myself to stay hydrated, stretch, and keep a close eye on the pain level and its consistency.


Some days are big. Some days are meant for rest. And some, like today, are just a little more than nothing, and that is enough.


Claudia ☁️🫧📱

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